My mom doesn’t understand that the reason I keep asking for a kitten isn’t because it’s cute, it’s because it’s a companion. I have a very small group of friends that all live across town. I have nobody here. I want a kitten because I want a friend, something to feel responsible for, something that gives my life a purpose because right now, I feel like living is just pointless. I want something that needs me around so it can live too, just as much as I need it to live. I just want a friend and I will to live again.
I don’t know what I want to do with my life right now, and the teachers at school really aren’t helping my anxiety cause my society. So for right now, I want to spend my life taking care of something that needs me instead of just ‘wanting me around because I’m nice and will do anything to keep people around’.
And sure, I have Godzilla, but he’s not my cat. He’s my step-dad’s, he’s not my full responsiblity but he is independent, he doesn’t need me like a kitten would.






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