People keep telling me to speak my opinions and input but when I do everyone gets pissed at me for dumb little reasons. I’m trying guys. I don’t know how to fucking talk to people cause I don’t have friends irl, I just have people who only hang out with me because they need something from me.

I’m barely managing on surviving right now, the last thing I need is to try and act social but everyone in my family or a couple online ‘friends’ are pressurizing me to be more social.