Remember the next time you go through your old Facebook photos, you have no feelings, cause they’ll get ripped out. You see how happy you used to be and then you go and fuck it up. You realize your mistakes too late and you start to feel really fucking bad for how you treated someone who loved you. If you treated/are treating someone like I dear to someone I cared about, you don’t fucking deserve them. Take it from me. I fucked up big time. And if you do realize your mistake, don’t try and win them back, that’s seriously fucked up (I see that now, and if you’re reading this for some reason, I’m so fucking sorry. I deserve every awful thing you want to say to me). If they reach out to even if you were a bitch from hell and they want to take you back, you fucking cherish that person will all of your fucking being and love the fuck out of them. Don’t take advantage and continue your shitty treatment. I do wish I could take things back and start over with that simple hello and those late night Skype chats. I don’t regret any of it, and I don’t regret loving them. I regret how I treated them. They made me who I am today, the good side of me, the side that isn’t fucked up. The bad side of me? It wasn’t their fault. It never was. I grew up seeing awful examples of love (I’m not making excuses, I don’t deserve to, but I’m just trying to explain why I am the way I am.) And I know if they read this, they’ll never believe a word, and I’m not asking them to, but from the bottom of whatever heart I have left, I don’t regret us or you. 

So if you’re treating someone who cares about you like shit, kick yourself in the ass you horrible person. That person sees past all your flaws and still fucking loves you, even if you treat them like shit. Treat them like a prince/princess. Don’t be the world’s #1 bitch dumbass like meand hold onto that person and clean up your fucking act. Love them until it’s your true time to part.