Sometimes I have to watch overly depressing videos or read sad stories to make myself cry cause I can’t make myself cry and I don’t talk about my feelings so I build up all this hate and sadness directed at myself and my “dad” and everyday it’s like shaking a soda can. And if I don’t cry I get emotional rage built up and then it all comes out at once like opening a shaken soda can and I end up having a mental breakdown and it’s messy.

Let this be a lesson, crying is not a weakness nor is talking about your feelings. It’s healthy to do both or else you’ll end up a wreck like me that bottles up emotions until I explode.

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Getaway: *shoots my lovely transforming boat-boi into a pool full of deadly, metal eating scraplets*

Getaway: omg this is so sad atomizer play riptide

I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA SAY DESPACITO

@ask-eclipsemtmte-stuff I WAS GONNA CAUSE THE DESPACITO ONES ARE THE ONES THAT MAKE ME LAUGH THE HARDEST BUT RIPTIDE FIT TOO WELL

@transformers-why IT DOES FIT

This makes me want to named my future echo dot Atomizer so when something sad happens I can just go “Omg this is so sad, Atomizer play Riptide.”

@ask-eclipsemtmte-stuff

Do it.

@transformers-why

I shall.

transformers-why:

ask-eclipsemtmte-stuff:

transformers-why:

Getaway: *shoots my lovely transforming boat-boi into a pool full of deadly, metal eating scraplets*

Getaway: omg this is so sad atomizer play riptide

I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA SAY DESPACITO

@ask-eclipsemtmte-stuff I WAS GONNA CAUSE THE DESPACITO ONES ARE THE ONES THAT MAKE ME LAUGH THE HARDEST BUT RIPTIDE FIT TOO WELL

@transformers-why IT DOES FIT

This makes me want to named my future echo dot Atomizer so when something sad happens I can just go “Omg this is so sad, Atomizer play Riptide.”